In running, it doesn’t matter whether you come in first, in the middle of the pack, or last. You can say, ‘I have finished.’ There’s a lot of satisfaction in that.” – Fred Lebow
Yesterday was the big day! After years of waiting (literally - it has been 12 years since my last marathon)
and an injury that left me having been told I would never run again, I did it! I ran a marathon! AND FINISHED!!!
Words can not express how wonderful it feels to be able to say that. It was a goal I always dreamed I would be able to do again, and after years of doubting myself and believing the limitations that had been put on me, I decided to say "the heck with it!" and give it a go. And 15 weeks and a whole lot of running later - BAM - I am proud to say I ran the 2012 Xenia Marathon.
The past few weeks leading up to race day were pretty rough, though, both physically and emotionally. Some over-eagerness on my part led to a wee bit of over-reaching and subsequent pain in my legs and knee, which basically left me with an extended 3 week taper. Seriously, in the 3 weeks leading to marathon day I did not run more than 6 miles on even given run, and I think my total mileage for the last two weeks - combined - didn't top more than 12 miles. Yikes. This really gave me a head trip and I found myself doubting both my ability to run - and finish the race - as well as questioning if it was even safe for me to run, considering I was dealing with "The Knee."
My goddess of a Massage therapist has been working on both my leg and my mind (she is amazing in both areas!) and my fabulous coworkers were there to support me every step of the way...comforting me with kind words and lots of sympathy chocolate. I had a major meltdown on Friday, (and really, what is a meltdown if there aren't lots of witnesses?) and they all were great as they supported me and talked me down from the ledge of panic. Turns out a meltdown is just fine 48 hours pre-race...you just want to avoid them the actual day of the race! Glad I had timed that so perfectly!
Race day attire consisted of my Up and Running visor (LOVE!) my Oiselle team singlet and the Oiselle Long Roga short. These are certainly the best shorts I ever could have worn for this race. No chaffing, no rubbing, SO comfy, and plenty of pockets for Gu's. Simply awesome!
The plan race day was for hubby to meet me out on the latter half of the course on his bike to offer support should I need it, so I drove to the start on my own. Brian had intended to run the 1/2 Marathon, but he decided to give his body a rest and support me. Yeah, he is awesome like that. I got to the start of the race just in time to get in the predictably long line for the porta-john, and I finished with literally 3 minutes to go before the gun went off. Whew!
The gun went off and the 1100 people running the Half and Full Marathon were off! I completely made the rookie mistake of starting out too fast, something I swore to myself I. Would. Not. Do!!! Meh. I guess I got caught up in the moment. In any case, I kept reminding myself to slow down, but I was feeling pretty good, so I went with it. Sure, that decision came back to bite me in the ass later, but what can you do? We learn from our mistakes, right? Next time (Yes I said it!!) I will have a much better plan of attack...and I will actually follow it!
In any case, some awesome folks that I work with came out and surprised me out on the course to cheer me on. I can't tell you how much that boosted me and kept me going!
Things were great from about the start to mile 15, when I started developing a blister on my baby toe of my left foot. Argh! I think my sock bunched up and was rubbing, and it was all I could do NOT to think of that damn toe and how uncomfortable it/I was. Thankfully, Brian met up with me around mile 16, offering both moral support as well as a fresh bottle of Nuun (my favorite electrolyte drink) and that helped take my mind off of things. I am not going to lie, though, by mile 20 everything was going tight - my hips and quads were NOT happy campers - and I hit the milestone of my longest run in 12 years, and that was pretty darn awesome. By mile 23 I couldn't believe I had 3.2 more miles.
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| Chugging along at mile 18 or so |
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| Gasp! I see heel striking! |
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| Still smiling! |
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Off I go!
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| Mile 22, or something equally awful! |
By far, the last three miles were the most challenging, mentally. I was so close, but so far! Around mile 22-23 a members of the run group I run with were there to cheer me on, and words cannot express ho much that helped to give me the burst I needed to keep going. At mile 24 I told Brian to go ahead and wait for me at the finish line. I needed to do those last miles on my own.
And here I am!!
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| Yay!!! Gotta stop my Garmin ;) |
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| I am surprised I could actually get my foot on that bucket for them to cut the chip off! |
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| So, so, sooooo happy!! |
For those that care about such things, my official time was 3:39:39; 7th woman overall and 2nd in my age group.
After celebrating at the finish, we headed out to a local dive Mexican place were I chowed down on nachos and a burrito. Mmmmm!
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| Yes, it was as good as it looks! |
What a great day! I am so happy that I was able to overcome my self doubts and obstacles and register, train for and complete another Marathon. I learned quite a few things through this experience, and I think they are lessons that will only serve to make me a better runner and person. I cannot wait for the rest of the racing season! Things are just getting started!